~ i m blessed ~

still thinking...

2009-04-30T14:10:00.003+08:00

i m confused.. still deciding if i should really go for a holiday wif cuzzie and family... hmm.. it's like in five hours time i need to go off yet mind is still in a twirl... darlin's right here at home, supposedly to send me off.. yet here i m blogging and things still unpacked.. gosh... fickle-minded me.. me and baby are freaking hungry rite now.. but oh man.. i m too lazy to cook something... laziness is really catching up wif me big time... he's pestering me to cook and made some snide comment which haha... i shall not write it down in case some ppl gets tensed up... instead, he's finishing up all my tidbits that's found in my fridge... haix... it beats having to cook... im a terrible girlfriend... haha...

...iMbLeSSed...

truth to be spoken

2009-04-27T13:52:00.003+08:00

two down, one more to go... then precious will have his whole time for me... u noe i noe ah.. made a trip to braddell heights cc yesterday for love's dk comp.. pretty much i felt that standards dropped.. darlin said prolly due to the lack of time to prep themselves for a full-force performance.. guess so.. it was a good thing though that darlin didn't play.. finally, he gets to stay wif me throughout the comp. an excellent finishing to the day was having dinner down in town with love, nabil and divalicious gf.. haha... baby, "finally i found my supporters ok...!!" ppl who shared the same views as me and totally bring her down real bad.. u have no comments either.. haha.. a feeling of greatness and intensity babbling about someone.. aaaahhh.... hearing stories dat are totally out of the league.. shocking to be precise.. thanks babe for sharing wif me all those talks.. looks like we've got a common prey.. haha... all i can say in life, we constantly create a role for ourselves.. how we talk, how we dress, what we say, how we look, what we do, who are we with.. but along the way, we may come across with individuals who totally have different views and principles from us.. and what do we do about that, we do nothing... but in the story of your journey, you have created a scope of deceptions and hatreds.. but u made us stronger and believe in ourselves that at the end of the day, u're juz plain jealous of the lives that we are going through.. so simple english for perfect understanding, dun agitate us if u dun like to be agitated... enuff said...

nevertheless, had an incredible having dinner wif them at nana thai restaurant.. mine and nabil's outlet... haha.. wanted to catch movie wif dem but kind of tired after the whole day therefore me and precious headed home.. stopping by at dhoby ghaut, city hall and last stop, starbucks at raffles city, before zooming back home..

ps: i feel undoubtedly loved by u...

...iMbLeSSed...

heavish and fluish

2009-04-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

totally energy-less... been down wif the flu bug for the past days. i think it's the weather man.. it's terrible.. with it being sunny all the way and even like rite now, praying for wind to arrive at nite.. but only to be welcomed by streaks of perspiration... haix.. wen is this gonna end.. head's feeling freaking heavy with tons of panadols i've popped in.. yet the bug still decides to stay in me.. but it's nice to be sick once in a while.. wif plenty of attention received by the dearest and loved ones.. the honey came down visiting his precious yesterday, bringing food and feedin her.. massaging her head, makin sure she's well-taken care of.. wow... damn, i feel loved.... den off he went back for duty calls, not knowin when he'll get to meet me again.. havin sudden crave for waffles wif ice-cream, totally forgetting that i'm sick...but then again, tomorrow's tuesday.. and dat came only mean one thing... half-priced @ gelare... hmmp... maybe i shall ask the honey out tomorrow...

...iMbLeSSed...

..praying and hoping..

2009-04-15T23:12:00.005+08:00

have u ever constantly wonder what the future lies for each and everyone of us...... us being the humans, totally at the surmons of god, whichever that we believe and have faith in... bak kata pepatah, kita merancang, tuhan yang menentukan... all we have to do is to keep believin that miracles will happen...

...iMbLeSSed...

bloated yana

2009-04-04T23:58:00.011+08:00

yana happy sgt2... nak tau kenape.. coz yana eat to her heart's content juz now... aaahhh.... i m blessed wif all the savourings that seoul garden provide... my goodness.. from the pasta to the popcorn chicken to the seafood to the all sorts of meat to the tom yam soup to the ice kachang to the ice cream to the free flow of drinks... haix... i m so blessed... so, it was juz me, iqah, chacha and azizudin.. senang kate iqah's boyfie la... sape blanja?? hmm... let it be a hush2.. right iqah?? haha... and i think we stayed there like for solid 3 hours... haix... terserlah tidak-keperempuanan satu2... the girls were like gobbling down food and takin new ones time and time again, only to be watched and scrutinized by the man.... oh no.. perangai buruk yana. konfem i'm up by 5kg.. wif all the massive eating.. but hei.. rezki dun push away... it's right in front of our very own eyes... if darlin sometimes are amazed by the amount of stuff i can eat.. ngidam cheesecake lar... ngidam kfc lar.... ngidam pizza lar... yana mcm2.. macam paham...

lookin at cuzzie and long-distance-relationship boyfie, i wonder how she survives... like seeing him once in every few weeks.. depending on either one of them able to visit... haix... salute them.... even wif me and darlin, if i dun see him for almost a week, it seems as though somethin missing in our lives.. not able to spend time wif one another..
i m so glad u're here la darlin...

..iMbLeSSed..

Mini laptop please....??!!

2009-03-29T20:22:00.003+08:00

i m totally in need of a new mini lappy... cuzzie juz bought one juz now.. but she only had to pay like less than 200 bucks coz she has the flexi benefit from her workplace.. how cool is dat.. it's small, slick yet convenient and portable.. haix... dady, can i have one too?? hehe. cuzzie say i can use half of her new flexi so it'l be cheaper.. aww.. so sweet of her lah.. so anyway, went out wif da family for lunch @ al-azhar down at bt timah.. been a while since we savoured the food der.. damn shiok.. den off to meet darlin since we haven't been spendin much time wif one another. mostly due to darlin having his committments.. dk lar.. work lar.. kompang lar.. sinc we pretty much had no idea where to hangout, we decided to watch movie.. PAUL BLART - MALL COP... hehe.. the show freakin hilarious la... so for u movie-goers who haven't catch the show, do it now!!

..iMbLeSSed..

cruising down..

2009-03-28T02:29:00.003+08:00

had the amazing-wonderful-marvellous-splendid time wif the cuzzies and aunts... cruising along marina bay and sentosa... to my uttershock, this is my first time takin on a cruise.. well, i won't say it's really a cruise though.. i would imagine cruise to be very BIG, with swimming pool on the upper deck.. like u can run round and round and pant like as though u've juz ran 2.4... but this cruise was far from comparison... wat do u expect when u only pay 55 bucks... c'mon yana.... stoouupid!!!

nevertheless, ok jugak lah the mini-cruise... it was like those tang dynasty.. where immigrants from china came to singapore wif their large ships.. haha... seriously... so anyway, the dinner was alright... yang tak boleh angkat, is the dizziness.. haha.. apparently, i realise that i've sea sickness.. happened to me back den when i went to batam.. until pegi jumpa doc la... and he said something abt my balancing drum not balanced... somethin like that la.. short term memory... after dat, the cuzzies didn't feel like going back home so we jln2 at vivo city including iqbal and md nor.. to be honest, we were not full at all though we had eaten a buffet during the cruise.. prolly coz the ship was too shaky that i couldn't even enjoy the food... to think of it, till now my throat is feel damn nauseous... bluuk....

..iMbLeSSed..

i lurve u loads

2009-03-25T23:19:00.011+08:00

you mean the whole world to me.. end of story..

"Whatever souls are made of, his and mine are the same."
..iMbLeSSed..

a nite @ swensen's

2009-03-24T23:30:00.001+08:00

my darlin treated me to swensen's... why?? hahahaha..... something happened so darlin was juz being a sweet boyfriend to me.. :) been a while since we ate der... if i can remember correctly, the last time was on my b'day where darlin brought me to changi airport... hehe.. that was like four months ago lar... i ate the black pepper seafood pasta... sedap giler.. but very spicy... not a good choice for non-spicy fans.. but for me and darlin, it was still superb... hehe... it's nice to be able to spend some quality time wif darlin.. even though it was juz like few hours.. it was still essential, enabling us to have deep conversations and basically juz enjoyin the company of one another.. since darlin didn't go for his training, it was an opportunity for us to have fun and deepen our love... hehe.. i lurve u lar syg... reallie a lot... MUAH!!

..iMbLeSSed..

i have said what i need to say...

2009-03-23T14:20:00.004+08:00

i'm done wif wats been bottling inside myself... i have said all that i need to say.. maybe my words are too blunt.. i am sorry.. didn't mean to start a misunderstanding but put yourselves in my position.. one mistake.. haix.. i m juz a human.. not a superhuman at all.. we are family after all, that's wat mummy always say... but i too have feelings and pride and sensitivity..

at times i m really stressed.. juggling a lot of things is really draining my energy at times.. my family is crucial to me.. spending time wif mum, dad and bro really means a lot to me... darlin at times juz wanna be wif me alone w/o any interruptions from anyone, not even friends nor relatives.. the maternal cuzzies sometimes need my attention... the geng hangouts almost every week, resultin in me not all the time being der... the paternal cuzzies blamin me for leaving them hanging one time.. i m really sorry to whom i've not been spending time together.. i told her that i can't satisfy everyone's needs and if anyone's not happy, i m sorry den..

i've not even start work and my two upcomin productions..wat happens then??.. haix...

..iMbLeSSed..

early morning in j.b

2009-03-22T20:27:00.004+08:00

i am damn shagged.. woke up early in the morning juz to proceed to j.b to send our hari raya clothes for tailoring.. i never really fancy goin der.. prolly due to the jams and the weather der... dunno why but the heat der can at times be unbearable.. but still it's a nice place for cheap food and cheap stuff.. wasn't sure if it was jammed when we went back coz i was asleep in the car.. only to be awoken by mummy coz the ica girl was trying to capture my attention.. hehe.. confem muka buruk sey tdo..

daddy ajak me play badminton after dat.. haven't tried the rackets that he bought for me from sportslink... happily playing wif dad, i had to stop coz my finger was having blisters.. but ok jugak stop the game.. my whole body was aching.. i really need a good massage... mummy always dun let me do this kind of thing especially if i wanna take those traditional supplements like jamu etc.. hmm.. but i dun give a damn... i m gonna have that long-awaited massage. tot of going true spa next week for it with mummy while she gets her facial treatment... when shall we go??

..iMbLeSSed..

bday treat for zila

2009-03-22T02:52:00.006+08:00

juz came back like about 2 hours ago... hanging out wif the geng and darlin as well of coz.. been a while since we meet up.. celebrated zila's belated b'day... i had dinner wif zila at sakura far east. wanted to eat at cahaya but changed mind due to the massive crowd... i've never really enjoyed visiting that place.. prolly due to overcrowding of malays, no offence... but it has constantly become a routine thingy where each time u stand in front of the place trying to find seats, all eyes will be transfixed at you.. guys looking for hot chics, though girlfriends are right in front of their very nose while the gals will be lookin at u either pleased or most of the time displeased... for whatever reason, only mighty god knows.. that's why i never really like eating der.. only if darlin really persuade me too...

i bumped into aidah-hilmi-habsah-wan... it's good seeing dem... been bumping into them more often now... supposedly, we were gonna have the kranji reunion dinner but was cancelled.. been wondering what's up wif everyone of my mates...

decided to celebrate zila's bday at one fullerton right in front of the once-sick merlion.. which is now happily spouting water and glorifying the entire place.. the guys were totally bad in planning everything... haha... once moment say go toilet, another moment coming back to get their wallets, supposedly going toilets for like a very long time.. only to return with a waffle wif ice-cream from gelare.. damn cool lar.. at least it was different than the usual choc cakes.. and nicer somemore.. and i realised something... none of our friends are freaking camwhore... hmm.. no wonder our photos are very limited... gotta bring my camera wherever i go, to make sure that i can snap every moments we spent together...

oh yeah, before i forgot, my girlfriend's grandma juz passed away... condolences to the entire family.. i love you kakak... sorry to hear that... take care.. i m here if u need a shoulder to cry on..

..iMbLeSSed..

karaoke-ing @ 2am

2009-03-21T12:56:00.002+08:00

i just came back from a nice lunch wif mama, da cuzzie, aunt and nenek at vista point.. was happily sleeping only to be awoken by mum, askin us out for breakfast.. apa tidak, both slept like around 3am.. doing wat?? haha... karaoke-ing in the middle of the nite or should i say, in the wee morning... me and cuzzie was so bored to be sleepin early so decided to create some noise pollution.. totally not pleasant music to the ears.. ahakz ahakz.. well.. wat to do.. maybe if we practise more often, we might sound good.. cuzzie was saying that we should think positive and constantly praise one another... haha.. doubt so that'll work..

anyway, will be meetin darlin and the geng at town later... the guys having kompang at tepak sireh.. called this bi-zilla of mine, but never answer.. phone can throw away ok... been a while since we met up.. not sure wat's the plan though.. i juz follow je...

me and darlin went through a slight misunderstanding.. over some very personal issues. and i m so glad that we've past through that and building our lives together, stronger than before.. we'll take a step at a time and look forward to those plans that we've promised each other.. i love u darlin more than ever...

..iMbLeSSed..

voice like an "angel"

2009-03-21T00:25:00.005+08:00

how dumb can i be after 10 mins of writing a very long post only to lose it and not being saved... aargh!! so now i have to retype everything...

as i was saying, i've finished wif the editing of my blog.. took me like hours juz trying to figure out certain codes... darn i feel like a dumbo... *slaps her forehead*.. tulah dulu masa blajar, tak nak pay attention.. now i m like struggling.. my cuzzie kept askin why i haven't finish... cuzzie stayin at my place again.. went jogging juz now from home till causeway... juz so that she can buy her craved-LJS... and now we are busy entertaining ourselves with songs and music.. me and cuzzie has been constantly making music videos... started from one day, when she came to ma place frm work and we decided to sing and video-ed them... but why wasn't the videos published?? hmm... good question..... kenape eh??!!?? coz.... our voice suck to the max.... my goodness... if only u guys can hear.. but u won't... haha... we are like either critisizing one another or teaching the correct pitch and tones.. iqa and yana mcm paham... my aunt and mummy did see our videos and boy they laughed sooo hard...

why aren't everyone built in with nice and soulful voice?? i really envy those can sing.. even that day when me and geng went to kynn's place for karaoke, the girls ended up sitting inside the room gossiping about someone in particular of juz updating one another on our lives.. only elly could sing and was enjoying herself... hehe.. really, if only i could sing... mummy said i m good with lyrics, but too bad i can't sing.. and she won't teach me... if i can sing, maybe i would have joined singapore idol or anugerah.. maybe... but stop!! back to reality yana... ur voice croaks like a toad... dat's what i always tell ppl... even the guys dat day tried to make me sing, but i really can't... how?? help me!!!

...iMbLeSSed...

first facial trip

2009-03-16T14:14:00.001+08:00

me and darlin went for our first facial trip together at True Spa @ Taka.. but pity we were in separated rooms coz i had to change to the garments provided.. aah... with the aircon, added in with a touch of aromatherapy and music to accompany the ambience... haix... i feel so pampered.. in all, the service was good and the beautician was friendly.. got to go for the massage der.. really in need of that relaxation... damn shiok...

darlin brought me to marina square after dat for dinner.. without my make-up on.. darlin was like saying that he can understand how it feels for me to be going out w/o make up, like as though he goes out w/o using his wax on the hair.. haha.. yelah tu sama... mcm paham... dinner was fantastic.. thanks darlin for the treat... we'll go again for some facial alrite?? hopefully, nxt month...

..iMbLeSSed..

He's not that into you!!

2009-03-14T16:09:00.014+08:00

so it's reallie been a while since i updated my blog.. rite now at my aunt's place.. been a while since i visit my nenek.. sayang nenek.. hehe.. so wassup wif me da past week?? hmm.. ape lagi kan... duduk rumah, nonton tv, main komputer dan lain2 lagi.. oh yeah i did go for my first job interview.. scary shit lar.. i was scrutinized by 6 people.. didn't i expect THAT many interviewers.. but it was cool coz they were fun to talk to.. but dunno wats the outcome.. hopefully everything will be fine.. haven't submitted my docs for the SPO... maybe next week lar.. no time ah.. i still haven't gotten my testimonial from my student council..

met darlin yesterday for a movie date.. darlin jahat sey.. he broke his promise!! haha.. u know i know ah... watched "He's not that into you"... but it was nice lar the movie... not sure why some people say it was boring... it was very meaningful for me and bf.. come to think of it, have i been in that kind of situation where guys are not callin me.... they are not asking me out??? hmmm.. *yana pausing for 5 secs, thinkin...* i wonder... YUP YUP!! of coz i have been in that process... ahaks ahaks.. well, i shall not pinpoint to anymore.. let bygones be bygones.. hehe..

...iMbLeSSed...

afiq's bday cum kbox

2009-03-08T10:31:00.008+08:00

so we had our second production meeting at maec near my place.. everythin went well though some ppl didn't attend.. especially very crucial key ppl... i m so disappointed.. ada je excuses.. but wat da heck... after dat the entire grp went over to my place.. it has really been a while. i think ever since we had the problems for that past one yr.. it really felt so surreal.. so yup, they came over to my place coz i had to change.. darlin went to work already then so i m all alone, literally 'single' for that nite.. haha..

we wanted to celebrate afiq's bday w/o spendin too much cash.. so the girls planned and decided to order kfc and pizza in while having a karaoke session at dearest kynn's house.. we literaly turn the whole house upside down wif our laughters, noise and mess.. but the best part, the girls except for elly, sucks at singing... therefore, we snuck inside her room, gossiping and making our very own girls talk.. anyway, i'll leave u guys wif the photos...

..iMbLeSSed..

ice-cream galore

2009-03-03T23:01:00.004+08:00

had a purr-fect time at gelare wif darlin today..
ice-cream + waffle + dearie= LOVE
the place has become a regular trip for us especially da one at sunplaza.. best thing it's not too crowded like the one at cp.. thus, we can juz relaz and enjoy our marvellous treat for a very long time.. moments like dis are reallie blessed.. thinkin of da next time me and darlin should come again... hmmmp...

..iMbLeSSed..

comfortable at baby's place

2009-03-03T16:24:00.017+08:00

hmmp...I'm back yo!!!...after dd not bloggin 4 quite sme tme...hurhur!!!...N e reason is dat for e whole of last month,i've been goin 4 dikir barat trainings juz wanting 2 play 4 e "durbar dua" comp e other day...N its all over now hunnie...Im alll urs nw.... haha!!!...hmmp.. Still deciding whether should i or should not i play 4 e next upcoming comp dat is on next month.. Can i hunnie???... Pleazzzzzzzzzzz.... bleukzzzzzzzzz... Anywie,im now @ hunnies place... goin 2 cp after diz 4 awhile wif her coz she needs 2 get sme stuffs tho...So "LECEH".. haha... btw hunnie, u'e so bad sey... Im not a lazy boifie!!!... Im juz tired hunnie... worked nite shift yesterday... haizzz... Now itz all back to 4 days work n 2 days off... wat e hack... checking every cars spare tyre compartment!!!... I hate doin dat tho... Anywie im off 2 cp now wif hunnie... gtg... chiaoz...

~ NowTillEternity ~

Piala Buluh Perindu 2009

2009-03-03T15:35:00.007+08:00

it's me and darlin rite now.. wait.. more like me the one now typin this down.. and my lazy-bum and sleepy-head darlin is sleepin like a baby.. wake up dear!!! need to go cp to buy stuff.. oh yeah.. accompanied darlin to his dk comp on sun.. it was a gruelling 8 hours of my time.. i was all alone for the first quarter of the comp as darlin had to get ready.. after dat den he was all the way wif me... sittin wif me.. manja-ing wif me.. i lurve u loads..

apart from that, the whole thing was kiiling me.. from my brain to my eyes to my ears and down to my butt... imagine sitting der for hours listening to the same thing.. maybe coz i wasn't a HUGE fan of it.. or maybe coz my gfs were not der as well. anyway, with much patience and faith, it was all over.. i even told darlin that afta hours, all the songs seemed the same, all the ragam seemed the same and the guys looked the same.. that's wat happen when boredom arises.. results were kind of unexpected.. i mean we knew that neng nyno was gonna win for watever reasons that they have.. but....hmm... well.. let's juz put that on hold at the moment.. and leave the matters alone.. not gonna make any comparisons or any shoulds or shouldn'ts... after dat, had dinner wif darlin and his friends at kfc... oh yeah, perfect ending to my tiring day; this bloody irritating girl stared right into my soul coz i accidentally bumped into her.. wtf... "relax ah.. boleh berbual pe..." dat was my words to her.. aargh forget it.. maybe she's juz sore over some loses... got to wake darlin up now!!! ta-ta..

PS: i m glad you were staring right into us.. lookin at how in lurve me and darlin were.. buzz off!!

...iMbLeSSed...

we'll miss you..

2009-03-03T15:34:00.004+08:00

met up wif zila, aishah, farhan, rizz, hafiz, haziq, darlin and wawa for a dinner at lucky plaza on friday.. hail to the ayam penyet and the freakin spicy sambal belacan... phew!! we sat there like hours, each time waitin for ppl to arrive.. the geng atendance wasn't that good but it was still fun though...and only to find out a very saddenin story... Riz is leaving for Brunei and staying der like for 7 months and more.. well, it's work-related.. and we're gonna miss him terribly.. no more hanging out wif him.. no more shisha-ing wif him... boo-hoo-hoo... anyway, on dat day.. we were officially clueless and lost people... not knowin where to go and wat to do... we could only depend on aishah's car but it couldn't fit the entire geng.. at that moment, i regretted not driving... haziq tot he didn't need the car knowin that everyone will surely take train back home.. haha.. wat the heck.. forgot to mention that darlin left earlier to go for his training.. semangat memperjuangkan seni melayu... wat happen was, we initally wanted to go for karaoke.. but packed.... went to cineleisure to watch dvds but entire rooms were booked... went to the kbox der and it was too expensive...

so i suggested to go down to arab st for some shisha.. on the way der, we decided to skip that idea and juz chill out at coffee bean @ paragon.. see!! fickle-minded and clueless ppl... haix... sucks at plannin lar all of us.. end up talkin about babies and caesarian lar, mandarin languages lar, music lar and da best one... Good and Bad about Twilight.. haha... in one team consist of zila and fizah... "da fans".... and in other team, me, haziq and hafiz.. "da critics".... at the end of da day, we still stick to our decision that the story was terrible, lame and nonsensical... well.. diff ppl have diff perception... haziq made a very funny comment to me and hafiz on day way back.... ..... " all those in this cab are those that hates twilight whereas the other cab lurves the book.." and it got us thinking... he's right... my god... i bet zila and fizah were stil talkin abt twilight in the cab... phew.. lucky we were not der....

...iMbLeSSed...

i m blessed!!

2009-02-25T14:07:00.006+08:00

i juz realised something... i m reallie blessed...

i m blessed for....

@ being a Muslim.. though my devotions to God needs tons of improvements.. but i m glad for the faith and beliefs that are instiled in me..

@ having wonderful and understanding (most of da times though) parents.. they taught me right and wrong..

@ a brader who is a brader, a friend and an enemy sometimes... haha... a brader who can provide me when i m reallie reallie broke... haha....

@ families, cousins, relatives who are close-knit... they mean the whole world to me.. though i can't spend time wif dem due to a whole lot of other commitments but i try as much as possible to make everyone hapy..

@ a nice, big house that is a home to me... home filled wif love, laughter though can be slightly toooo peaceful due to the lack of small kids or more siblings..

@ a car that i can travel in... for years i have been addicted to this 3 letter word... car.... it's a thing for comfort, pleasure and convenience.. wat will i do without it....

@ an all-round education.. got my diploma... got my degree... though i had to sacrifice 2 years juz to study, but one day it'll all be worth it... it's called in mktg terms "opportunity cost"... benefits gained through somethin that's lost.. mcm paham...

@ friends who are der for me... friends who cheer me up... i m sorry me and darlin didn't go for the zoo trip... one day ok??

@ the bestest boyfriend ever in the world... to me lar... i lurve u loads darlin... ;)

at the end of the day, i feel dat i m really blessed and thankful for everythin that God has given me... it may be temporary coz ultimately everthing belongs to God but i m still bersyukur coz i m happy wif everything.. happy wif ma life... seriously..

...iMbLeSSed...

mitsubishi lancer ex

2009-02-20T11:38:00.005+08:00

haven't been bloggin for a very long time.. due to my internet being cut off as my lovely bro happily went Bali and left us bored wif no internet... no money, no internet.. boo hoo hoo.. i so can't wait to start work.. at least i can help wif the payments and bills... and can't wait to put my hands on the mitsubishi lancer EX.. white color somemore... haix.. bro, quickly pass ur licence leh den we can buy the cars... but red colour also nice eh... nvm.. we'll see how it goes...

so wat has hapenned for the past days.. nuttin much... routine stuff like rottin at home, accompanying my cousin to bbdc for her btt and pdl.. the funny part is we waited for like one hour plus to apply for her pdl only to find out she can't coz her eyesight test failed.. tulah, sape suruh tak bawak specs.. haha.. and wat i did was to ask ard if anyone could lend her the specs.. only den i realise, singaporeans who have eyesight problems have degrees that are damn high lah... so no choice, had to come back again another day..

plan for today? hmm.. nutin much.. prolly juz having lunch wif mama and ayah.. tot of meetin darlin but he's werkin and later at nite, he's got plans... i'm juz gonna give u til 1st march den dat's it.. u're all mine.. haha...

PS: not sure wat happened but i can't believe u all are doin this to me.. dun care and dun give a damn..

...iMbLeSSEd...

promise to love

2009-02-07T13:25:00.008+08:00

Finally hunnie created our own blog after soooooooo long..haha..bleukzzz..luv u hunnie..I'm thankful to god for reuniting us together after a yr of seperation..Its been a shitty one year tho..n i've learnt my lesson..That is to cherish every moment when u r wif ur lurve ones n NEVER to take things for granted..But those days nave cme 2 an end!!!..We r back together now n we lurve the way we r rght nw..n no one can take dat away frm us..Anywie,mitin hunnie wif e rest of e peepz ltr @ town..Cant wait 2 c u hunnie!!!..haha..gtg now..caromano..chaoz..

~ NowTillEternity ~

Happy Birthday Ayah!!

2009-02-05T20:58:00.009+08:00

went to Arab St wif my family yesterday together wif Aznie (my future SIL).. haha... anyway had dinner at Nasrin's.. jauh2 pegi tetap everyone was like eating chicken chop, fish n chip lar but the babes ate Kafsah.. i think that's how it was slept.. i always have difficulties in going to all these arabic or meditteranean places.. no point lookin at the names coz u won't know a heck what it stands for. except for those tiny-weeny translations in english.. and yet.. at times, we still need the help of the professionals.. anyway, though the food was delicious, it was slightly high in the salt intake.. mum couldn't finish coz too salty for her.. well, she being the very health-conscious among us.. well dad say i m like Aziz Sattar frm the bujang lapok.. (if u Malays know wat i mean lar..) dun give a damn if the food was very salty as long as i can get to fill my hungry stomach.. and i finish up mum's fish n chip.. again, dad gave me a new nickname.. "environment".. haha... shucks... i've been like gaining those extra pounds juz because of my jual-anggur-business.. all i've been doin for the past mth is going out wif baby, eat, sleep, play comp, watch scv and do a couple of in-house exercises.. baby said i've gain extra flesh on my booty. haha..

oh yeah.. got a good news from baby.. he's given off day tomorrow.. woohoo.. wondering where should we go and wat should we do.. hmm.. but baby got to send me home before maghrib coz he has his training to go to.. bleuk... back to his every friday training.. wonderin how i should spend my friday nite... bowling wif da cuzzies?? nah.. i'll figure it out later... oh man.. i m still deciding.. Office or Uniform?? i know both have pros and cons.. but i'm more interested in uniform.. however, baby feels that i should join the office line.. i dun wanna upset baby, but... oh no... my head exploding...

and yes, while i m blogging rite now, mum is der in the living room, doin skippin... haha.. see i told u so... she's very health conscious.. good fer her though... i was supposed to go joggin for my 2.4km.. but somehow, sleepin controlled me thus i changed my mind... and now, i m having a super huge craving for McSpicy.. with veggies.. haha.. i finally tried eating those green monsters.. lettuce to be specific.. so now, if i'm gonna have my daily intake of veggies, i'll eat it wif burgers.. but wait.. won't that make me gain extra pounds?? aargh... life's cruel...

ps: miss u baby... can't wait to see u..

..iMbLeSSed..

a tribute to dad

2009-02-04T16:42:00.006+08:00

hApPy BiRtHdAy DaDdY!!

ToDaY mARkS dA DaY oF JoY aNd HapPinEsS WitH uR lOvEd OneS.. YoU've BeEn A WonDerFuL HusBand AnD a FatHer. SoMeoNe Who NeVeR fAiLs To BrInG SmiLe To YouR KidS aNd WifE.. SoMEoNe WhO puTs Da FaMiLy NeeDs AheAd of HiS.. SoMeoNe wHo WiLL gO All OuT juSt to ChEer Up HiS FamiLy.. SoMeOne wHo MeaNs ThE woRLd tO Us.. ThouGh yOu sHow DiSpLease, AnGeR aNd UnHappiNesS, It wAs uR wAy oF SaYinG "I LoVe YoU"..

TheRefoRe on ThiS DaY, i'M WishIng u A HaPpY 54th BiRthdaY to My AMaZing AyAh!!

ThE WoRLd's GrEatEst DadDy,

SAiRi BiN AsBi

i'm yours, always

2009-02-04T16:02:00.012+08:00

was listening to Jason Mraz, 'Im Yours'.. and i m in lurve wif
this song rite now.. haha.. i guess i m really lucky to be in lurve wif my bestfriend.. baby, thank you for everythin... for being my friend, my confidant, the bestest hubbie that i can ever have.. a soulmate indeed.. u've helped me through my hard times rite now.. trust me, it'll soon be over... *praying to god* Most importantly, we have grown from our painful memories and become a more understanding, compromising, loving, wonderful and truthful couple.. i m grateful for the love that you've showered me all dis while.. I can't promise you that times will be easy and that our relationship will constantly be a smooth-sailing one. But wat i know is dat our love will not falter and i love you always & forever. And dis i promise you.. Hugs you baby...

..iMbLeSSed..

alumni production meeting

2009-02-01T12:02:00.006+08:00

had the first alumni mcg production meeting.. my god.. it really felt so surreal... i neva imagined us doin this whole thing again.. da moments should have past and evolved for us yet we were determined to carry out this production again. but still i m thankful for the commitment, strength and courage that they showed though it won't be easy due to careers as well as NS.. for the past one yr, when me and baby went through a huge relationship crisis, a lot of relationships and friendships were built and destroyed.. it was a yr of hardship, pain, complications, anger, sadness; everything combined into one.. but now, we've survived the crisis.. especially me and baby.. maybe there are people who are displeased wif me and baby being back together.. all i can say to this ppl, F**K OFF...

anyway, hopefully this production will continuously do what it's excellent at; building and forging relationships and friendships and mending those lost ones.. whatever has happened in the past yr, let it be a learning experience for each and everyone of us.. and at the end of day, we came out of this process as a mature, understanding and responsible human beings..

..iMbleSSed..

dinner with girlfriends

2009-01-30T14:56:00.002+08:00

i got body shop perfume, lotion and body wash from huda and sharifah.... lurve u both loads.. been a while since i met my gfs.. and da funny thing is dat each time i meet them, interesting and hot stories await us to gossip.. so we spend hours at sakura and gelare juz gossipin abt people.. especially friends that we tot we consider as FRIENDS...

so it happens that my "friend" is engaged, nikah-ed (if there's such word) and had the reception already.. not being sour grapes for the fact that she didn't invite us, but she didn't even had the courtesy to inform us be it through phone calls or www.. and the fact that i saw her abt couple of months ago at arab st.. and did she bring up dat matter? nope... haix... forget it.. can't be bothered wif dis kind of ppl... whatever it is, congrats to the both of u... hope ur love and marriage will last...

met baby and towards the end, the day became intense.. intense conversations.. intense emotions.. and led to me cryin like a downpour.. promise me we'll have a deep talk about everything that has happened aight?? i still lurve u though... always & forever...

..iMbleSSed..

those days..

2009-01-30T14:42:00.005+08:00

finally... the blog's done... hooray... anyway, in few hrs time, gonna meet baby and zila.. for alumni mcg production meeting... yup2.. i know it's like dejavu.. wtf.. i guess we miss those times where we would spend hours and hours rehearsing but yet having so much fun and enjoyment. dis were da moments where friendships and relationships were forged.. juz like me and baby.. hehe.. realli hope everythin will go on smoothly... praying real hard...

..iMbleSSed..

baby angry wif me..

2006-07-24T15:52:00.003+08:00

i felt so bad for cancellin my plan wif darlin yesterday... i guess he was so upset yet pissed off at me... but den afta readin my blog, he understood everythin... thanks darlin for bein so understandin, caring, loving and so patient wif me... i'll try to make it up to u ok?? probably tomorrow? but see how lar.... if everthin is fine... anyway, there's a crappy man taggin at my board wif a crappy msg... wat a crap.. who da heck are u sia....

..iMbLeSSed..

a painful journey

2006-07-23T23:11:00.004+08:00

it's emotionally upset knowin if ur loved ones are sick.. especially if she's someone u love so much... somoeone whom u turn to.. someone who loves u endlessly.. someone who cares and suppports u all the way... even when u're down... even when u've broke her heart.... someone who's the angel of my heart...

she's been havin sorethroat for past few mths... she has been physically unwell since den... medicines have continuously been her "bestfriends"... few weeks bck, she kept complainin dat there's blood whenever she spits.. she thought it should be nothing... perhaps it was her gum that was bleedin every nite.... she kept goin bck to the doctor, hopin dat he can find a cure to it...

however, she broke down juz now.. and me too.... doctor has constantly been givin her antibiotics.. but if the bleedin still pursue, she needed to be referred to the hospital... i had to break down hearing the news.... worst of all... the worst scenario would be there's a growth... but again doctors can juz give assumptions... it might not be true... coz to the doctor, it might be just a throat infection.. problem was the clinic is not equipped with the right instruments to check the whole of her throat... therefore, hospital plays a part... she might need to go for her first check-up this Tues.. i'm hoping and prayin dat everythin will be fine...

i dun wanna lose her... i dun want anything to happen to her... i dun want her to be suffering like dis... she kept crying and apologisin to us.... It's not your fault.... we love u still...

Allah.... pls give her the strength and courage to go through all this treatment... Hopefully, it's nothin serious... Give us the courage for us to be strong for her... Good nite, my angel...

..iMbLeSSed..

exhaustion kills..

2006-07-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

all i can say is dat i super-duper exhausted and sleepy... dat's all....
i got no energy to blog too much... so tomorrow still can... muacks....
good nite to all...

..iMbLeSSed..

a date wif darlin

2006-07-15T02:12:00.003+08:00

i m so elated...... i went out on a "date" wif my darlin today... met him at yck... den headed to City Hall... supposedly we were to buy packed food from Long John Silver and have dinner by the beach at Esplanade.... it's been a while since we catch the sunset.... But somehow.... dat plan didn't go as planned... i kind of joked bout wanting to eat at Pizza Hut... and my sweet darlin came up wif dis plan whereby he'll belanja me only if for the next 2 dates i'll blanja him... anywhere dat he wants... but dun worry... he won't ketuk me like wat i did to him.. ahakahak... tapi... haix.. pizza hut punya pasal... sanggup aku blanja dia next week... so darlin.... next time i'll blanja u ok?? KFC? Far East Cahaya? juz name it... haha... mcm paham...

finally i got my pizza hut... after weeks and mths of pesterin my darlin to treat me... as usual we bought 2 personal pan... one was bbq and the other somethin like chicken curry lah... bought the crinkled fries and 6 piece sweey and spicy drumlets.... sedap la eh... freakin full siak.. den headed to Esplanande... but met up wif Afiq, Yan Bonch, Shahrul and Marni first.... for a while only... coz it's supposed to be my time wif my darlin only.. hehe.. later my darlin sent me to Sembawang Shoppin Centre coz my family were there.... Izhar's b'day... so celebrated there.... anyway, i seem to be unable to concentrate on darlin's conversation while bloggin.... so wanna tok to him first....

..iMbLeSSed..

ndp 05

2006-07-12T13:19:00.003+08:00

i m so freakin bored!!!
nuttin to do at home..
dari tadi aku bangun, makan, tido...
haix... not meetin darlin today
coz da 2 hari jumpa dia...
so kasi dia chance balik cepat...
criter best2 pun takde kat tv...
aku rasa jap lagi akan ku lena lagi..
ahak... darlin keep askin me to
find work..but i m still not in
the mood to work...mcm malas
gitu ah..kalau nak keje pun
katne sey??
ZARA? TOPSHOP? GUESS?
nak yg style2 aje...
my 2 cousins comin to Singapore....
end of dis wk.... dat means.......
i need to clean up my messy room....
it's been messy since i went
fer the camp...takde masa nak
kemas la eh... and my guest room
needs lots of clearin up too...
for dem to stay in...
oh yeah... haven't prepare the
nomination list for the committee
members 06/07... and need to email
to han the details.... aiyoh...
by da way, went for NDP last sat...
penat la eh...
freakin tired... and freakin hot....
i kept yawnin... tak leh disalahkan...
few days tak cukup tido....
and there so many army guys lar
kept whistlin at me and kakak...
merepek sey.... takde keje lain...
typical guys... kita buat bodoh aje
ah...and the most idiotic and
lamest thing is wen u use this
old time pick-up line of
"Assalamualaikum" and
"tak jawab dosa".. siak ah...
mcm aku da dgr since yrs bck
ah... time to get a new pick-up
line man.... for goodness sake..
dat won't make a gal talk to u...
wake up la eh!!
oh yeah... speakin of c-shah....
wawa!!! zila!!! biler nak gi c-shah
lagi ni....?? kiter ajak semua org
ah... confirm kecoh....

credits to loved ones..

2006-07-10T11:13:00.003+08:00

finally.. the production is over... it seems like just yesterday we were startin to prepare for this event... i was like pesterin the directors for the scripts... wawa was still decidin wat dance to perform... me, bedah, kakak and fadhil was still damn busy wif the proposals etc... but now... everything was finally over...

but like wat fiza said, this was the best present the MCG peeps could give to the graduated students... and i had to cry at the finale... damn it... :) i can't wait to see the video coz didn't get the chance to watch... but i presume it was excellent due to feedbacks frm the audience... so thanks to everyone who made the production a success..

To Rafi, Wak & Heikal: Thanks for being such a brilliant directors time and time again... Though u guys have your own careers to handle, u showed committment and passion to direct this production....

To Dya & Aishah: Great job, stage managers!! For a first-timer like Dya, it was freakin good... hehe...

To Betara Karisma: Like wat i said to u guys dat day, nvr had i seen u guys play with 19 awok2... it was super-duper kecoh la eh... but the best thing was u guys enjoyed yourself... dat's the most important thing... Keep on with the spirit and maju seni dikir...!!

To Indra Nila Kirana: The seniors might reprimand u gals during practices but i guess at the end of da day, u all did not disappoint us... well done....

To Pusaka Seni: be it the juniors or seniors, u guys are the people of the day!!! hehe.... wat can i say... that nite was your nite... and each one of u shone.... doesn't matter if u're the supporting cast or the main cast but each and every one of u made a difference in this production... u guys made the audience laugh, smile and even cry... Continue with your passion for drama and hope to see ur upcoming productions and performances ....

To Bedah, Fadhil, Kynn and Aishah: Thanks for continuously being my backbone especially for this production... Thanks for helpin me out with the admin stuff ... without u all, i think i would have breakdown long time ago.... Thanks for being there with me from the start till the end...

To Wawa and Qai: You guys did an amazing job for the intro... it was superb... Wawa, thanks for puttin ur heart and soul to this intro despite of ur other commitments... Qai, thanks for comin back and helpin us with everthin... we really appreciate ur presence and making the introduction a total success..

To Zila: Thanks for just being there for each and every of us.... You made us laugh whenever we're down... u just seems to brightened up our lives.... and i guess there's a zila in one of us... hope u understand wat it means... coz at times u showed us wat it means to be happy and live your life to the fullest....

To all the graduated students: All the best in your future endeavors... Let's make a pact that we'll hold on to our friendship even if we're far away from one another and busy with our own lives...

To my darlin, Roozainy: Though a few times i vent my anger on you, it wasn't on purpose... i guess those times would be the time when i was totally stressed up over everythin.... but thank u for ur patience and for being so understanding.... love u lots....

well... finally after 3 yrs being part of MCG, my 2nd family, i was ready to step down and give up my throne to Fadhil... and i believe he will do an excellent job and better than me....

The debriefing was very emotional as usual... I guess it just made us remember bour last year where we were crying over Wak, Heikal and Fai.... and now it's our turn... it jus made us feel so sad knowing that our years in MCG was over... like wat i said, the next time we come for MCG's production, we will no longer be stage managers or production managers or dancers or actors or even directors.... we will solely be audiences... watching, laughin and crying.....

oh yeah... wawa msg me on Sat nite and it kind of touched me.. and made me cry... boo-hoo-hoo.... well.. let me share wif u all...

" Yana, aku feel sad accepting the fact that u'll not be ard as someone i respect so much. Aku nak mintak maaf kalo aku mara2 ko tym tarian. i've always looked up to u. u've lead the group so well.. Aku really feel so sad. Bring with u all the swit memories we eva shared"

heart u alot darlin... we'll go out for c-shah again.. and dat's my promise... by da way if u need any help, just tell me and aishah... love u babe....

Now it's time for me to relax.... relax after 2 years taking care of this whole organization and stressing now and then over lots of things... but i really hope i've left u guys with lots of memories that u can hold on to.... Love each and every one of u...

..iMbLeSSed..

when it'll be over??

2006-06-29T16:47:00.002+08:00

been few days i've not blogged.. due to the stupid flu.. aargh.... i was done wif high fever, cough, flu and my body was aching the whole way.. thank goodness i m better now.. dis is not the good time to get sick.. coz production is in one week time.. i need to be well coz lots of things still need to prepare...

now i m juz relaxin myself at home... kind of tired after all the trainings.. but can't complain... coz hei... everyone's tired too... juz wishin 7th july to be over very soon... but that's my last production.. boo hoo hoo.. kind of sad thinkin bout it... no more productions... but life has to go on rite?? and once all of these are over, time to think bout myself.. wat i m gonna do??? work? study?? i m not really ready for the workforce.. still feel like studyin.. but if i can't get local den i might haf to travel out of town... but that's the worst thin i wanna do... bein away frm my loved ones... missin them every day... my cuzz keeps pesterin to study at KL... sayin dat they dun mind lettin me stay at their house and sendin and fetchin me to skool... but den.. it'll be for yrs... dun think i am prepared for dat... my darlin always say dat he wouldn't want me to go overseas coz he dun believe in long-dist relationship.. haiz... nvm bout dat first... i'll give myself till august to decide and think carefully.....

stii haven't do the excuse letters for the gals for yesterday's performance.... oh damn.. i m bored... sharifah asked me out yesterday.. they goin to swensen to celebratte sha's b'day... but i m so damn broke... and i wasn't free....next time ok gals?? so sorry bout dat... but i miss u and huda la eh... biler ni nak jumpa?? i've got lots of story to tell u.. it seems like dat day when we met durin grad wasn't enuff.... by da way, speaking of grad, haven't upload the pics... will do dat asap.... anyway, i wanna watch MTV now coz i super duper bored...... needed to call my darlin too....

..iMbLeSSed..

ORD oh!! haha

2006-06-23T00:03:00.002+08:00

i'm graduatin in 10 hours time... whee.....!!!!!

..iMbLeSSed..

trip to kl

2006-06-08T10:52:00.002+08:00

i m counting down to the time....
hehe... finally, i goin back to KL...
can't wait... i'll be takin the 3.30pm coach
tomorrow and will only be back on Monday
... should be nite time..
so not gonna blog for few days...
KL... HERE I COME!! :)

Anyway gonna miss my darlin
and all ma friends...
but dun worry ok darlin..
i'll be bck in few days time..
it's a revenge for u.. hehe... see lar...
u left me all alone in Singapore dat
time rite.. now ur turn to cry and
miss me so much... but dun worry..
i'll get somethin for u ok?

now waiting for mama...
dia kena gi skolah...
after dat nak gi causeway point to buy
some stuff.. especially make-up stuff..
once i'm in KL, i'll have to go petalling st..
a place of heaven for shoppers...
gonna buy lots of stuff there...
*padahal duit takde*
gonna pester ayah to give me lots of cash...
and speakin of holiday, i still haven't pack my bag..
dun even know wat to bring.... hmm... toiletries....
clothes for 4 days.... undergarments.. (oops...)
wad else....?? can i bring my fav bear...
and my bolster? and my pillow?
and even my bed?? ok yana.. cut the crap...
i still dunno wat to pack...
haix... mama!!! help me pack can...

anyway goin tarian after dat..
but for a while only... haf to go ah...
coz sat i can't come.. so mcm nanti
ketinggalan zaman ah...
den meet my darlin for dinner....
maklumlah.. nak berpisah utk... 4 hari..
hehe... so must lepaskan rindu first...
anyway, my darlin sendin me tomorrow
to Lavender.. so sweet of him..

i'll be checkin in to Fortuna Hotel...
Hopefully the hotel is nice...
no swimming pool but got sauna
and massage... whoa... badly needin dat....
sat nite got bbq at kak shy's house..
guarantee i'll swim at her pool.. hehe...

if only i could check out the clubs there....
dat will be cool...
but dun worry darlin... i won't...
trust me...
lurve u lots... muacks. muacks..

..iMbLeSSed..

selamat pengantin baru

2006-06-08T10:27:00.002+08:00

This is post is dedicated to my lurvely Kak Ju and the handsome Abang Khai...

Getting married means you'll have
Someone's hand to hold,
Even when you're feeling sick,
Even when you're old.

It means when you sit down to eat,
Someone will be there,
So you won't have to tell your day
To an empty chair.

It means that you can have some kids
Just like a mom and dad,
And play with them all afternoon,
Even when they are bad.

It means that when you need some help,
Someone will help out,
Someone always near to you
So you won't have to shout.

But best of all is when it's time
To turn out all the lights:
You won't have to be alone
Those long and scary nights.

So even though you don't have toys,
You don't have to care:
Once you're married you can be
Each other's teddy bear!
..iMbLeSSed..

nutting to do

2006-06-06T11:19:00.002+08:00

i m hungry... wanna go and eat wif mama... tapikan mcm malas gitu nak mandi.. hehe.... bubye..

..iMbLeSSed..

wedding bells

2006-06-05T12:22:00.001+08:00

Finally i can get to rest after 2 days of hard work and full energy used.. Before i carry on, juz wanna wish Kak Ju and Abg Khairul a blissful marriage, everlasting love and may your marriage kekal sampai ke anak cucu.. hehe...

Anyway, on Saturday, went to Kak Ju's house in da mornin... reach her place at 745am.. Needed to go ROMM for the nikah.. Alhamdullilah the nikah went smoothly... then.. went back to Tamp for lunch.. and we kind of waited for the couple till 4pm.. they had some phototaking at Kak Ju's house... macam baju2 dorang lawa-lawa la eh... especially the sari... she really looked like an Indian.. hehe... anyway, later on went to Sentosa.. dorang nak sangat take pictures there.. Off the 2 cars went to Sentosa.. But the 'best thing' was it was in da late afternoon and damn hot... Macam the pengantin, me and Hafiz (bestman) aje ah yang pakai traditional costumes... apa lagi.. kepanasan lah kita semua... Once evrythin was done, we went back.. i had no more energy to take the bus so went back via cab... $16 bucks gone to the uncle... hehe...

Sunday was a little bit more relaxed... The tarian gals performed when pengantin lelaki da smp.. me and hafiz juz stand all da way beside the couple.. Kesian kak ju... smp kehausan dia... hehe... Headed to bedok cc to meet Khai's side pulak... Goodness... di punya bdk tarian pun pakai sama la eh... Pink kebaya with songket merah.... Courtesy of Kampung Collections.... Hehehe... but not bad ah the dancers... My darlin and his Tumpat gang performed as well.. We ended of at Kak Ju's place again... Once again, after everythin is done, i changed to meet my darlin... Finally the 2 days that all of us have been waiting are finally over... everthin went extremely fine... Anyway wanna haf breakfast now...

..iMbLeSSed..

done finally

2006-05-30T11:44:00.002+08:00

Shucks.. It's been few days i haven't been bloggin.. My internet was disconnected... hehe... biasa jugak... tak bayar... but now thanks to ma wonderful mum, she paid for us.. hehe...

Anyway, i m kind of late now.. supposed to go get ready nak pegi skolah.. Gonna haf a meeting today with the current committee.. den meet up wif acting committee.. afta dat got general meetin.. need to inform all the mcg members regarding the production.. at da same time unofficially steppin down... oh my god!!!

Afta 2 years of having the throne, finally i m ready to give it up... and i feel dat this group are capable enough to lead this group in future.. i used to haf fear.. but i guess their talent, capability and responsibilty were shown after the Club Crawl especially... they did their job magnificently.. and i'm so proud of dem.. i guess me and my batch are ready to pass it down to them.. Just need a little of polishing here and there.. and they'll go a fine way..

My comin president has been a great V.P of mine... Just a little advice for you... Always ensure that u have your own prinsip and never let any setbacks bring u down.. Be firm wif your decisions at da same time always open up to suggestions and comments.. Whatever u think is rite, den go for it!!

To my new V.Ps, It may come as a sudden shock for you to be in dis post... but u'll lurve it despite of hard work and stress.. Take a day at a time and u'll be fine.. Just stay committed and work hand in hand wif ur president to lead this team.. It may be a tedious and hard work to lead a big group.. But haf faith in urself..

I guess finally we've really found da perfect secretary to replace kakak... she's just like kakak... very capable.. does an excellent job... So happy dat she has agreed to my decision to put her as a secretary.. luv u darlin.. You may face problems along da way, but just aside a little bit set of ur time for this group... Committment levels are always da number one problem... but just balance ur time well... and u'll be alright.. I believe u can do ur job...

To my other executive committees, u guys are da most suitable lots among da rest.. Remember to help one another out.. Be true to ur job and responsibilty.. Da most important thing is to ensure dat this organisation still stands and remain as one..
I love u guys so much....

Anyway, i got to get ready... need to leave in 30mins time... but it's damn rainin heavily... shucks ah..

..iMbLeSSed..

singapore idol

2006-05-25T21:10:00.001+08:00

Singapore Idol 2006 is back.... hehe... pretty excited... but i still think Taufik Batisah the best of all... It'll nvr be da samee without him in dis comp.. By da way, speakin of idol, Taylor Hicks menang la eh... i dun even know why he can win... i dun deny he got nice voice but he doesn't have the whole package.. Well.. wat to do... wat's done is done...

Oh yeah... my friend join Singapore Idol lah... Nabawi Ewan Gunawan... hehe... haix... makin popular lah kawan aku ni... eh... i miss u la eh.. where have u been?? yelah.. luper kawan pe... hehe... but all da best to u.. your voice has always been great... still remember the first time u sang "Like A Rose" by A1 way back in Sec 2... hehe... cute lah...

Shucks... My mandarin show has started... Oh yeah... i still haven't decide wat to wear for Kak Ju's wedding... Reallie In Need for Help!!!

..iMbLeSSed..

i miss school

2006-05-25T11:35:00.001+08:00

i miss school...yup.. i miss school..

miss goin for lectures and havin lunch, breakfast and even dinner at McDonalds..

No wonder i've put on a lot of weight..I wonder how huda and kak pah's doin..

we go out lar one of these days.. wif colin, muqsit and ah htat as well....

i miss you two lar...

wonder when we can meet up...both are werkin...

and i m da only one shaking legs at home all da time...

my darlin schoolin so he can't afford da time to accompany me all da time..

speakin of him.. i hate him.... he dun wanna go out..

i m like supposed to go out wif bedah, wan, dya, rizz...

kind of like a triple date..cool rite... but this darlin of mine ah..

haix... can't make it...so so sorry darlingz...we'll plan again aight??

this time i'll make sure my darlin listens to me.. hehe...

i've got 10 more mins to blog..where am i goin huh??

good question..oh yeah... goin kampung melayu wif kak ju, wawa and aishah...

gonna rent the costumes for kak ju's weddin.. so excited for her...

when's my turn huh?? haix.. lamer lagi lah nampaknyer...7 yrs? 8yrs? eh... tak dpt la eh..

by dat time, i'll be so old...so darlin... u quickly finish skool, go ns, find a job and save lots and lots of money ok...

so can get married quick2... hehe...

Anyay, i kind of have edited my blog here and there.. not dat nice.. but not bad lar.. hehehe.. have to ask dya to help me out with ma shoutbox... it's not workin...

I M SO HUNGRY!!!

Nothin to eat.. haix... guess i'll haf lunch later wif dem.. eat nasi ayam penyet... it's like the most

'in thing' now... dat went to my aunt's place and she was talkin bout it... da nicest one is at Changi Village..

After dat went to my cousin's house and again this pakcik was happily tellin his relatives abt this food.. hehe.

Looks like i m not da only one crazy bout it...

Well.. i betta get ready.. if not i'll be damn late lah eh...

* wat should i wear eh?? argh... just grab anythin ah.. *

..iMbLeSSed..

Always be my baby

2006-05-25T10:56:00.004+08:00

We were as one, babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'll let you fly

'Cause I know in my heart,babe

Our love will never die

(chorus)

No.. You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

yBoy, don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry,no

And I won't beg you to stay

If you're determined to leave boy

I will not stand in your way

But inevitably, you'll be back again

'Cause you know in your heart, babe

Our love will never end

(chorus)

I know that you'll be back, boy

When your days and your nights get a little bit colder

ooohhh(I know that) you'll be right back, baby

Oh baby, believe me

It's only a matter of time

(chorus)

..iMbLeSSEd..